New Semester : Same Stress

With the new semester I knew I was getting a few harder classes but the fact that I had something yesterday that could be classified as a meltdown(and I'd only gone to 4 of my classes) My stress is back and rampaging.

Now instead of P.E I have Computer Tech. I suppose that's a good thing, getting it out of the way for High school and all that but, then again it's not. It adds to my work load just an infinitesimal amount that about put me overboard.

Yesterday I had English, Biology, Algebra 2 and Computer Tech, not exactly a stress-less day. It seems as though I'm worried about absolutely nothing because the source of my meltdown/monologue to my dad was term projects and semester projects along with the added work load (which I chose, and I'm not sorry I did) of NAL and Davis Youth.

With all my homework and extracurricular work I have I was looking ahead and had no idea how I was going to get everything spaced out and to the point where there was time and a place and a way I could fit everything in. So I ranted to my Dad on the way home from Cello lessons for about 15-20 minutes. And being the patient dad he is, he listened and made a few suggestions here and there.

One of my main stresses right now is the up coming Davis Youth Concert. It's on the first and I'm still having trouble with a lot of the music. And the trouble I'm having is a lot of just being able to play it in the group. At home I can play the music just fine, it's when I get it in the group that I lose it and can't play a major portion.

Another major stress is Math, and it's not as huge as it was, but then again, it's not that small either.

NAL lost again yesterday and I had to ramble (this time I knew what I was talking about) for a minute and a half at least again. I managed 2 but that's not the point.

Yesterday when we got home and were having dinner I pulled out a pad of paper and wrote down all the things I had to do. I honestly didn't know how much just having a check list would help. I got everything done and still went to bed before 10:00. I felt less stressed, and this morning when I woke up I felt more rested and ready to face the 2nd first day of 2nd Semester.

I didn't mean to ramble out my frustrations again. I've done it and you'll have to live. Honestly don't read it if you don't want to. I really couldn't care less, It's been a stress reliever.